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still here (kind of)

sorrysorrysorry! i am still alive, just, frankly, too anxious to blog.

i wrote a loooooooooooooooong blog post about the whys and wherefores and ins and outs but i’ve deleted it now because i’m not sure i wanted it out there (and unresponded to, too - that just made it even sadder).

it’s probably best to keep things to myself a lot more than i do rather than vomiting negativity into the blogosphere. so let’s leave it at this: i feel anxious. i feel sad. i’ll get over it. 

i can’t write anything new today, but if tomorrow isn’t another day then i learned nothing from scarlett o’hara.

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7 Responses to “still here (kind of)”

  1. Suz Says:
    October 6th, 2007 at October 6, 2007

    Dear Di,
    I did read it and i did intend to respond and I am so sorry you are feeling anxious and worried about medical things. Been there…

    Please continue to vomit…it always lands where I am…which right now is in bed, flared up, in a California hotel.

    xxx…I think you are an extremely special person!

  2. helen Says:
    October 6th, 2007 at October 6, 2007

    I was going to respond to it but I got distracted by the phone! Hope today is better x

  3. Diane Says:
    October 6th, 2007 at October 6, 2007

    Thanks guys! Really, there’s no obligation to respond, I just don’t want tooooo much of my desperation to be public ;)
    I am feeling a bit better today, and the doctors wasn’t too traumatic…

    Sorry you’re laid up Suz - what are you doing in California? Hope you feel better soon. xx

  4. Suz Says:
    October 6th, 2007 at October 6, 2007

    at a conference, di…rachel naomi remen. if you don’t know of her, you would like her, i am sure. I know there is no obligation…i was trying to put some good thoughts together for you!!!!

  5. Diane Says:
    October 6th, 2007 at October 6, 2007

    Oh, I’ve heard of her Suz! Never read her books but heard very good things :)
    And thank you - good thoughts always appreciated! xx

  6. Suz Says:
    October 6th, 2007 at October 6, 2007

    Her books say a lot about living with illness. I think you would like them, Di. She is a wise woman.

  7. Jas Says:
    October 8th, 2007 at October 8, 2007

    Sorry you were down in the dumps. Didn’t see it cos I’ve not been around either.

    Hope you’re feeling brighter now.
    xx

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