November 20, 2007

de nada

hello!

i have absolutely nothing, not one thing to blog about. i do have a v v rough draft of my noo yawk trip on my alphasmart (portable word processor-y thing), but it needs transferring to the PC and sprucing up nice and i’m tired. actually, i’m completely exhausted and feel very low.

people keep accusing me of having tremendous fun because last week i got back from noo yawk and next week i’m heading to florida.

i know, that sounds like a really hard life, but i didn’t feel well at all throughout my holiday. and florida is a workshop, and i’m muy anxiouso about it as i know it will be emotionally gruelling, plus lots of solo travel which is not fun, especially as i have no one with me to read signs so will be popping my glasses on and off like a mad glasses-popperer. and i’m so exhausted and swollen-ankly that i’m not sure how i’ll cope with it. i’m not sure why my mood has plummeted about 199 storeys, but it has so forgive me if i’m a little moaning lump of misery but i’m actually not having fun yet. but at least i’m blogging! (sorry).

i’ll eat and sleep and see if that helps.

in the meantime, i’m in woman’s weekly again tomorrow, being much more helpful/cheerful…

dazed and confused on

4 Responses to “de nada”
  1. 1
    Helen Said:
    November 20, 2007 

    Hi Di, do hope you feel better soon - most people who know you will realise that it would have taken an awful lot out of you last week but you did so well going, you wouldn’t have been able to have done it even a year ago and I hope you did enjoy it a little bit at least.

    I’m sure once Florida is over you will start to feel much better, try not to stress too much (easier said than done I know) I’m sure it will be fine and being a glasses popperer is cool, I am one after all :)

    xx

  2. 2
    Diane Said:
    November 20, 2007 

    Thanks sweets, you talk a lot of sense! I *did* enjoy chunks of my holiday, I’m just too much of a perfectionist I think… Every time I feel bad I think I’ll never feel good again but that’s probably not the case ;) I’m sure people mean well when they tell me I’m having a lovely time, I just wish it was more true lol! (Hmm, nice grammar there…) D xx

    ps: I think the biggest problem with being a glasses popperer is that I fear I’m going to lose/crush them, and I get all flustered… plus, I hate not being able to SEE anything without them! At least I’m in good company :)

  3. 3
    Helen Said:
    November 21, 2007 

    Oh I get that too - thinking I’ll never feel better, it’s horrible but you will, you just need to get over your mammoth week!

    I even lose my glasses when they’re on my head! My Mum bought me one of those string things to hang them on but I said erm thanks but I don’t think so! I walk around shopping unable to see in front of me because I won’t wear my glasses, I think I’ve got used to everything being a bit blurred now, kind of relflects the state oy inside my head! :)

    xx

  4. 4
    Jas Said:
    November 24, 2007 

    Only just got round to this, sorry Di. You are doing brilliantly. Trouble is, it’s bloody hard work for us. You will feel better and you will look back on this period with pride at what you manged to achieve under very difficult circumstances.

    I used to do the glases thing until I got varifocals, now I can lose one pair instead of 3!
    xxx

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